I have figured one of the keys to my own happiness. It’s about being an artisan. You need to sit down every day, and do the work. You need to be a craftsman, to dig deep to find root causes. You need to not surrender to your partners’ urgency. The best way to deal with urgent problems, is to dedicate time for them, and handle them with care and thought.

I started working less. And now, I want to work more. But I live with my family, and this causes me to get distracted. But, I don’t care anymore.

Living in the past is depression; living in the future is anxiety. What about now?

I gone through Duloxetine a few times; this documents my latest time at day 6. It’s hard, but I can make it.

Here is something I have been doing for the last 3 weeks: dedicating days to different projects. Day Project Monday $dayjob Tuesday $dayjob Wednesday $dayjob Thursday $nightjob+others Friday $nightjob+others Saturday ? Sunday ? Knowing exactly what I have to do for the first three days of the week help with my mood tremendously. On Thursday, I have a call with my boss/customer, where we review what went well and what went wrong.