Closing Anteprescience
I made the mistake of sharing this blog with a few people that I don’t trust enough.
I also changed my goals.
My goal was to act like Prescience to attain the same results. However, I missed something important: you cannot act like Prescience if you don’t have the necessary environment and background.
I miss:
a ton of cash a ton of knowledge a healthy life with basic needs fulfilled I need to grow into something I designed myself.
Liberation
I feel like I passed a stage in life.
When I came to Thailand, I didn’t allow myself a lot of things.
Going to the restaurant, talking to pretty girls I randomly meet, appropriating a culture, changing job…
Now I realize more than no-one cares. We have primal instincts, primal urges, and there’s nothing good in life that can be attained by ignoring these.
I am like this. Fuck it. I am made to sleep in the day.
Making Friends
This blog was about reaching prescience… But in the end, I think I should first be trying to live a good life.
I am getting distracted these days. I am going to parties where I flirt with girls, I go to restaurants, I meet new people every day.
I am going slower since then. But it’s not so bad. Life has taste.
I definitely needed to make friends. This is why Bangkok sucked.